The profound rich extraordinary tender saga of James K. and Morgan Olson is that is not over even when it seems so. Burning with a quiet intensity, it’s the story of a guy who lies and becomes more and more invested in the lies and more and more afraid of the lies coming out. I can see where some men would just not want their cross-dressing, perjury and bigamy to get out. The only one James K. and Morgan Olson love is the other. That’s what happened with this story. James K. and Morgan Olson are a True Love story with James K. Olson’s descent and redemption happening right before our eyes. What oh what will Mr. Jim Olson do? Giving up as easily and readily as James K. Olson has repeatedly shown he has done with his wife/lover Morgan Olson means that James K. Olson has some big obvious readily pushable buttons. He offers his love to his True Love Morgan than thinks he can just withdraw it. He found each time, how many, eight now, that he can not just withdraw his love from his True Love Morgan Olson. What I wonder, is why in the world would he want to? You’re right, appropriate response lessons are sorely needed here by James K. Olson.
So tell us, Marin yuppie James K. Olson -- tell us how it feels to have coveted and gotten the Marin County image while along the way losing your honor when you (again) amazingly betrayed your 19 year, last 6 years no problems, Jim’s True Love Morgan calling for your help from that Reno hospital. Push a few buttons here. Push a few buttons there. And you went where I pushed you. Thought I’d forgotten about you after six years? Real friends, who spouses are clearly judged to be, always support people staying together. Those weren’t real friends that fed your immaturity and insecurity. That’s why I am able to maneuver you so well.
Real friends never take sides. True. So those weren’t your real friends there James K. Olson, now were they? Your real friend is your True Love, Morgan Olson, which is why I went after her. I’m already after you. You know that don’t you. Real friends never destroy your relationship with your spouse/lover. Although I certainly tried, I just couldn’t manipulate intelligent sensible absolute compassion in love with you Morgan Olson against you. I’m not so jaded after all these years to not recognize real sincerity -- and love, when I see it. Although I don’t know why. You against her is just too way easy for the heartless and honorless Pillsbury Dough Boy in disguise serial quitter that you are. I learned it all from you. Real friends never let you destroy your relationship with your spouse/lover. Real friends never let you destroy your spouse/lover. Never.
Yet, both are exactly what fickle James K. Olson did with brutal precision to his True Love Morgan after their 19 years together, the last 6 years with no problems -- an electrifying and poignant love story if I may say so myself. The amazing thing about Jim and Morgan Olson is not that they break up, but that they ever succeed at all. In 1991, they seemed like a dubious team to me, but time has proven me wrong. Jim’s True Love Morgan I found to be more than a trophy wife. She is strong-willed, complex, humorous, tough, classic, intimating, upfront, swank, honorable, consistent, formidable, compelling, a worthy foe unlike her husband weasel underhanded Jim Olson, and making thousands of dollars for them that Redwood High School teacher edgy thorny mercurial Jim Olson was only too happy to spend. I made sure it didn’t help his chances when I wrote on its walls. My prodding to get James K. Olson started. And there he ended Morgan Olson -- he (wrongly) thought for the first time. All I do is prod him to start. The rest of his despicable behavior he came up with on his own. Or maybe some help from his corrupt equally despicable buddies Steven T. Schoonover, John P. Springgate, Frances Doherty, and Michael B. Samuels. Something about compulsive-obsessive. I make no apologies for my insistence here because the remarkable movie Peter and Vandy made that point real well and real clear.
Words fail me in trying to describe how you and your buddies warmed the cockles of my heart. Atta boy, James K. Olson. You are so consistent and predictable. So I’ve just kept pushing the same buttons each time. Your True Love Morgan woos you back. I find another opportunity to push your buttons, and voila, James K. Olson is off and publicly running with the lawyers and courts again about what an obsessive, compulsive, psychotic bitch the woman he loves is -- his True Love Morgan, when all along it’s me maneuvering him. For how and that James K. Olson destroyed me, I will never forget and I will never forgive. Unequivocally unforgivable. You know Jim’s True Love Morgan’s suicidal don’t you due to your predictable despicable behavior? Don’t you? I maneuver you and you push her to suicide. Good guys don’t act that way though Mr. Jim Olson. You on the other hand, you enjoy sticking it to a woman, making a woman squirm, even degrading us more than a little. There is no escaping James K. Olson’s darkness. Jim’s True Love Morgan is now very lonely and very scared and very hurt thanks to you with a little prodding again from me to get you started. And James K. Olson is so glorious and vibrant in his methodical destruction of his True Love Morgan once I get him going. This is so pathetically easy.
Remember when Jim’s True Love Morgan was recommended and accepted into the doctoral program? I got you also to destroy that for your Jim’s True Love Morgan. James K. Olson is a man that perplexes those that love him, even those that admire him, because he challenges us to look into the abyss of human cruelty. There is the horrifying suggestion that these characters may not be grotesque exceptions, but may in fact be part of the mainstream of humanity. On one hand James K. Olson has incredible success with his True Love Morgan, A Trophy Wife and one that also made good money. On the other, he’s tormented by this pernicious and harrowing demon he created – me.
In trailer/dancing queen James K. Olson’s fibbing hands, passive aggression is a deadly weapon, right there in the arsenal alongside perky suburban Novato California trailer decor, perjury, Nevada rental property’s tax evasion, and Novato Recreation Department ballroom dance songs. Yet, image-is-everything Marin County does not interest him as a target for sardonic potshots. Marin County solely interests James K. Olson because he’s insecure and it’s morally lax in its sole pursuit of image. There are people in Marin who are more bothered about their image than a neighbor who is a clean-cut public school teacher who is a deliberate, aggressive serial perjury and abuser of woman. I’m having the last laugh here. No, fetishistic resur-sex-tion James K. Olson is not a monster I’ve decided. He does have a monster inside him though. A monster I know exactly how to push buttons to release. The best of us have learned to suppress and channel and sublimate baser instincts which make us all learn what we outre auteur are fully comprised of.
You always have to read between the lines Mr. Jim Olson. It’s a very skilled negotiation I’ve got going here. I’m a lost cause to James K. Olson although I’ve told him it’s me. He still persists in flaying his True Love Morgan. Alfred Hitchcock would be proud there Mr. Jim Olson. You need one more punch there Mr. Jim Olson. Kick Morgan again. Make sure your Jim’s True Love Morgan stays down. Ten a.m. in court is obscene. Midnight sex is not obscene. You’re using each other, but you’re not lying to each other. You lied to me. You made no attempt to make it right. Instead of doing the right thing at any time, you destroyed me. That gave me clues to you and I have now successfully used that against you. More than once.
You know your Jim’s True Love Morgan was repeatedly calling for you then finally screaming for you when she was in the ER. She was very upset. Her biological clock is ticking. Along with her illness she was worried about your child. Yes, stop the presses, after 19 years, the last 6 with no problems, Jim’s True Love Morgan now felt confident enough in Mr. Jim Olson as a husband to now also be a father. Something she kept saying over and over again she had wanted for a long time with you. Mr. Jim Olson not only destroyed his True Love Morgan, but also their child he wanted. Too bad, so sad. I was pushing all your buttons and you again went exactly where I wanted you to. Amazing. I don’t think I would have been so successful if your True Love Morgan was not weakened. I’m sure if she hadn’t been so sick she would have been talking to you herself.
Lucky me she was too sick for too long and then she went crazy when she realized you had not only left her to hopefully die at the hospital, I encouraged her thought you did it for the money. Then you also left her all those devastating phone messages and mailed her further devastating notes when she didn’t die. That sure looked like more of she was loving you and you were just fucking her. Not a good scenario for raising a child is it? The final result being is James K. Olson never was at the hospital for her, nor was he ever at their home during his True Love Morgan’s convalescence.
After 19 years, the last 6 with no problems, with a child finally on the horizon, out of the blue as usual and as usual with no warning and as usual in the most cruel inhumane manner possible, James K. Olson, for the incredible eighth time, quite clearly dumped and openly destroyed his True Love Morgan. Mr. Jim Olson, just think what it can be like to put that much energy and money and time and emotion into keeping your marriage with your True Love Morgan, and to having that child both of you so wanted. But not Mr. Jim Olson. No siree. No much for in sickness and health from the flighty Mr. Jim Olson. The same capricious way he treated his fiduciary duties to me.
Not that I hadn’t been prodding predictable volatile Mr. Jim Olson into Jim’s True Love Morgan Destruction Mode during those 19 years, especially those last six years. Due to fickle Mr. Jim Olson’s oh so predictable behavior, now Jim’s True Love Morgan has lost her marbles, their child, is suicidal and still has their Christmas Tree up, while waiting for the one and only Mr. Jim Olson, her beloved husband, faithful lover, best friend, father of her child, and 100% trusted partner of 19 years, the last 6 with no problems, to come home. Don’t ya just love it?
Come Home Jim Or So Much For True Love.
Reprinted with permission from author Cindy.
Comment by Marga on May 4, 2010 at 12:11pm Repeated tests showed the quality of Morgan Olson’s ovaries, eggs and uterus were viable and healthy, her eggs were still strong and able to form a healthy embryo so in vitro fertilization was done. A viable and healthy egg was harvested several times from each of her ovaries. After all the effort the painful, expensive drugs and treatment with her resulting weight gain, puffiness, symptoms initially thought to be stroke, heart attack, cancer but all turned out to be normal for a stimulated endocrine system ... well it takes only one good egg for one healthy baby!
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Comment by Yes, That Cindy on April 28, 2010 at 9:40am Whatever. If you can't beat 'em or get the hell away from 'em, Tweet 'Em. Too bad so sad about little James K. Olson, Jr don't you think? Morgan Olson did seem quite heart-broken over it. Comment by Speedbump on April 26, 2010 at 7:30pm What part of intensely complex social relations are a hallmark of our species, as much as took-making and language, don’t you get? Human relations are intense, passionate, and fraught with suspicion, jealousy, tension, and compromise. Competing demands of social and familial guarantee a perpetual drama in which intimacy and opposition, co-operation and conflict are inextricably bound together. Over the years, it produced what the human species is today – among others, intensely social, robust, passionate in their love-making, murderous, convivial, organizing, technology-using, show-off, squabbling, game-playing, friendly, status-seeking, upright-walking, lying, omnivorous, vengeful, knowledge-seeking, arguing, clubby, language-using, conspicuously wasteful, and infinitely versatile. Comment by Marga on April 26, 2010 at 4:31pm I prefer to give him, her and them together the benefit of the doubt of my good opinion. My friend Jim Olson deserves that, from all of us. My friend Morgan Olson deserves that from all of us. My friends Jim and Morgan Olson deserve that from all of us. We all deserve that from each other. Comment by Craig B on April 20, 2010 at 12:09pm Daughter Molly jr put this together and asked me to add it here.
"You will not like me now, and you will like me a good deal less as we go on." So gifted and mercurial a man is what we have here I’ve decided, while such a self-indulgent libertine. In every generation, there comes along a person so scandalous, so rebellious, so willing to break taboos that they topple the world's ideas of what living is. Not here. Having made his bed, he certainly does not hesitate to sleep in it. I have watched my father gamely follow into Olson’s wretched excesses. All they had was a dream. All they need is to give each other that chance. Libertines are not built for third acts however. No self-respecting libertine lives that long.
